I am tired of the rhythm, the timetables, the demands. I am tired of what is expected of me, what is the norm, and how I should achieve that norm. I am tired of this civilization.
Civilization has become a burden on the people who built it. There is nothing wrong with civilization inherently, however, it has become too large and too restricting to have a particular use. Sure, civilization protects us, but is that what we really want? While walking at night i sometimes feel longingly for losing the ability to predict things. In our world, everything is predictable. We all work on schedules packed with whatever it is we need to make money; while we’re really just cheap labor for someone thousands of miles away. While I do not blame them for building such a franchise empire, I cannot bring myself to work for it. It is too mundane and of course, too predictable.
Essentially, I want adventure and I want a destiny that doesn’t involve working 5 ‘till 9 for the rest of my life and saving up money for the last few years before death.
It must be something instinctual that I am missing out on from ancestors long ago, because I don’t know why I want it, nor do I know why I posted this.
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